So tonight I am sitting by myself, as hubby and son are sleeping, our beagle is softly snoring by my feet, the football game is on, but its really just for some background noise, but then I pause and just listen to my fingers typing across the keys, how each letter sounds different as you type. The dryer buzzer just called me back to this reality, as I can easily lose myself to the sound of the keyboard and the fill of black words on this white canvas. How I express a feeling or thought, how to convey what is going on in my head for no one can actually see the jumble of things in my brain or how the process works in there (if it works at all sometimes). Or how I can get so lost looking at a flower picture each and every petal
looks like this?”
the contour of each flower is different the pattern in a hummingbird how each little feather meets the next one just perfectly to cover the whole bird, keep it warm, protect it from weather and yet just a lift of the wing to fly.
I step back sometimes and just say “wow, God you amaze me again.” How wonderful to see the world from a believers standpoint, it must be hard for those that don’t believe in a higher power to be positive with everything that is taking place in our world for death and destruction are at every corner. But it is in times of despair that my spirit soars! Its like I am the underdog at some huge sporting event and everyone is cheering for me. It must have felt like that for Daniel when he was stolen away to Babylon or for Joseph when his brothers sold him into Egypt, or when Mary gave birth to Jesus Christ, how small they must have felt with the amazing power of GOD just behind them cheering them on.
So as I look at all the differences in plants, animals, rocks, water droplets, grains of sand and even snowflakes (see link) also to shoot one of these myself is a goal I am setting for this winter 🙂
I feel greatly secure in my belief in my CREATOR!